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Mina Harker'S Journal

6 November.--It was late in the afternoon when the Professor and I

took our way towards the east whence I knew Jonathan was coming.

We did not go fast, though the way was steeply downhill,

for w e had to take heavy rugs and wraps with us. We dared not

face the possibility of being left without warmth in the cold

and the snow. We had to take some of our provisions too,

for we were in a perfect desolation, and so far as we could see

through the snowfall, there was not even the sign of habitation.

When we had gone about a mile, I was tired with the heavy

walking and sat down to rest. Then we looked back and saw

where the clear line of Dracula's castle cut the sky.

For we were so deep under the hill whereon it was set that the angle

of perspective of the Carpathian mountains was far below it.

We saw it in all its grandeur, perched a thousand feet on

the summit of a sheer precipice, and with seemingly a great gap

between it and the steep of the adjacent mountain on any side.

There was something wild and uncanny about the place.

We could hear the distant howling of wolves. They were

far off, but the sound, even though coming muffled through

the deadening snowfall, was full of terror. I knew from

the way Dr. Van Helsing was searching about that he was trying

to seek some strategic point, where we would be less exposed

in case of attack. The rough roadway still led downwards.

We could trace it through the drifted snow.

In a little while the Professor signalled to me, so I got up and

joined him. He had found a wonderful spot, a sort of natural hollow

in a rock, with an entrance like a doorway between two boulders.

He took me by the hand and drew me in.

"See!" he said, "here you will be in shelter. And if the wolves

do come I can meet them one by one."

He brought in our furs, and made a snug nest for me,

and got out some provisions and forced them upon me.

But I could not eat, to even try to do so was repulsive to me,

and much as I would have liked to please him, I could not bring

myself to the attempt. He looked very sad, but did not reproach me.

Taking his field glasses from the case, he stood on the top

of the rock, and began to search the horizon.

Suddenly he called out, "Look! Madam Mina, look! Look!"

I sprang up and stood beside him on the rock. He handed me

his glasses and pointed. The snow was now falling more heavily,

and swirled about fiercely, for a high wind was beginning

to blow. However, there were times when there were pauses

between the snow flurries and I could see a long way round.

From the height where we were it was possible to see a great distance.

And far off, beyond the white waste of snow, I could see the river

lying like a black ribbon in kinks and curls as it wound its way.

Straight in front of us and not far off, in fact so near that I wondered

we had not noticed before, came a group of mounted men hurrying along.

In the midst of them was a cart, a long leiter wagon which swept

from side to side, like a dog's tail wagging, with each stern

inequality of the road. Outlined against the snow as they were,

I could see from the men's clothes that they were peasants or gypsies

of some kind.

On the cart was a great square chest. My heart leaped as I saw it, for I

felt that the end was coming. The evening was now drawing close, and well

I knew that at sunset the Thing, which was till then imprisoned there,

would take new freedom and could in any of many forms elude pursuit. In fear

I turned to the Professor. To my consternation, however, he was not there.

An instant later, I saw him below me. Round the rock he had drawn a circle,

such as we had found shelter in last night.

When he had completed it he stood beside me again saying, "At least

you shall be safe here from him!" He took the glasses from me,

and at the next lull of the snow swept the whole space below us.

"See," he said, "they come quickly. They are flogging the horses,

and galloping as hard as they can."

He paused and went on in a hollow voice, "They are racing for the sunset.

We may be too late. God's will be done!" Down came another blinding

rush of driving snow, and the whole landscape was blotted out.

It soon passed, however, and once more his glasses were fixed on the plain.

Then came a sudden cry, "Look! Look! Look! See, two horsemen

follow fast, coming up from the south. It must be Quincey and John.

Take the glass. Look before the snow blots it all out!"

I took it and looked. The two men might be Dr. Seward and Mr. Morris.

I knew at all events that neither of them was Jonathan. At the same time

I knew that Jonathan was not far off. Looking around I saw on the north

side of the coming party two other men, riding at breakneck speed.

One of them I knew was Jonathan, and the other I took, of course,

to be Lord Godalming. They too, were pursuing the party with the cart.

When I told the Professor he shouted in glee like a schoolboy,

and after looking intently till a snow fall made sight impossible,

he laid his Winchester rifle ready for use against the boulder

at the opening of our shelter.

"They are all converging," he said."When the time comes we shall

have gypsies on all sides." I got out my revolver ready to hand,

for whilst we were speaking the howling of wolves came louder

and closer. When the snow storm abated a moment we looked again.

It was strange to see the snow falling in such heavy flakes

close to us, and beyond, the sun shining more and more

brightly as it sank down towards the far mountain tops.

Sweeping the glass all around us I could see here and there

dots moving singly and in twos and threes and larger numbers.

The wolves were gathering for their prey.

Every instant seemed an age whilst we waited.

The wind came now in fierce bursts, and the snow was

driven with fury as it swept upon us in circling eddies.

At times we could not see an arm's length before us.

But at others, as the hollow sounding wind swept by us, it seemed

to clear the air space around us so that we could see afar off.

We had of late been so accustomed to watch for sunrise

and sunset, that we knew with fair accuracy when it would be.

And we knew that before long the sun would set.

It was hard to believe that by our watches it was less

than an hour that we waited in that rocky shelter before

the various bodies began to converge close upon us.

The wind came now with fiercer and more bitter sweeps, and more

steadily from the north. It seemingly had driven the snow

clouds from us, for with only occasional bursts, the snow fell.

We could distinguish clearly the individuals of each party,

the pursued and the pursuers. Strangely enough those pursued did

not seem to realize, or at least to care, that they were pursued.

They seemed, however, to hasten with redoubled speed as the sun

dropped lower and lower on the mountain tops.

Closer and closer they drew. The Professor and I crouched

down behind our rock, and held our weapons ready.

I could see that he was determined that they should not pass.

One and all were quite unaware of our presence.

All at once two voices shouted out to, "Halt!"

One was my Jonathan's, raised in a high key of passion.

The other Mr. Morris' strong resolute tone of quiet command.

The gypsies may not have known the language, but there was no

mistaking the tone, in whatever tongue the words were spoken.

Instinctively they reined in, and at the instant Lord Godalming

and Jonathan dashed up at one side and Dr. Seward and Mr. Morris

on the other. The leader of the gypsies, a splendid looking

fellow who sat his horse like a centaur, waved them back,

and in a fierce voice gave to his companions some word to proceed.

They lashed the horses which sprang forward. But the four men

raised their Winchester rifles, and in an unmistakable way

commanded them to stop. At the same moment Dr. Van Helsing

and I rose behind the rock and pointed our weapons at them.

Seeing that they were surrounded the men tightened their reins

and drew up. The leader turned to them and gave a word at

which every man of the gypsy party drew what weapon he carried,

knife or pistol, and held himself in readiness to attack.

Issue was joined in an instant.

The leader, with a quick movement of his rein, threw his horse out

in front, and pointed first to the sun, now close down on the hill tops,

and then to the castle, said something which I did not understand.

For answer, all four men of our party threw themselves from their

horses and dashed towards the cart. I should have felt terrible

fear at seeing Jonathan in such danger, but that the ardor

of battle must have been upon me as well as the rest of them.

I felt no fear, but only a wild, surging desire to do something.

Seeing the quick movement of our parties, the leader of the gypsies

gave a command. His men instantly formed round the cart in a sort

of undisciplined endeavor, each one shouldering and pushing the other

in his eagerness to carry out the order.

In the midst of this I could see that Jonathan on one side of the ring

of men, and Quincey on the other, were forcing a way to the cart.

It was evident that they were bent on finishing their task before

the sun should set. Nothing seemed to stop or even to hinder them.

Neither the levelled weapons nor the flashing knives of the gypsies

in front, nor the howling of the wolves behind, appeared to even

attract their attention. Jonathan's impetuosity, and the manifest

singleness of his purpose, seemed to overawe those in front of him.

Instinctively they cowered aside and let him pass.

In an instant he had jumped upon the cart, and with a strength

which seemed incredible, raised the great box, and flung it

over the wheel to the ground. In the meantime, Mr. Morris had

had to use force to pass through his side of the ring of Szgany.

All the time I had been breathlessly watching Jonathan I had,

with the tail of my eye, seen him pressing desperately forward,

and had seen the knives of the gypsies flash as he won a way through them,

and they cut at him. He had parried with his great bowie knife,

and at first I thought that he too had come through in safety.

But as he sprang beside Jonathan, who had by now jumped from the cart,

I could see that with his left hand he was clutching at his side,

and that the blood was spurting through his fingers. He did not

delay notwithstanding this, for as Jonathan, with desperate energy,

attacked one end of the chest, attempting to prize off the lid with his

great Kukri knife, he attacked the other frantically with his bowie.

Under the efforts of both men the lid began to yield.

The nails drew with a screeching sound, and the top of the box

was thrown back.

By this time the gypsies, seeing themselves covered by the Winchesters,

and at the mercy of Lord Godalming and Dr. Seward, had given

in and made no further resistance. The sun was almost down on

the mountain tops, and the shadows of the whole group fell upon

the snow. I saw the Count lying within the box upon the earth,

some of which the rude falling from the cart had scattered over him.

He was deathly pale, just like a waxen image, and the red eyes

glared with the horrible vindictive look which I knew so well.

As I looked, the eyes saw the sinking sun, and the look of hate in them

turned to triumph.

But, on the instant, came the sweep and flash of Jonathan's great knife.

I shrieked as I saw it shear through the throat. Whilst at the same moment

Mr. Morris's bowie knife plunged into the heart.

It was like a miracle, but before our very eyes, and almost in the drawing

of a breath, the whole body crumbled into dust and passed from our sight.

I shall be glad as long as I live that even in that moment

of final dissolution, there was in the face a look of peace,

such as I never could have imagined might have rested there.

The Castle of Dracula now stood out against the red sky,

and every stone of its broken battlements was articulated

against the light of the setting sun.

The gypsies, taking us as in some way the cause of the extraordinary

disappearance of the dead man, turned, without a word, and rode

away as if for their lives. Those who were unmounted jumped upon

the leiter wagon and shouted to the horsemen not to desert them.

The wolves, which had withdrawn to a safe distance, followed in

their wake, leaving us alone.

Mr. Morris, who had sunk to the ground, leaned on his elbow,

holding his hand pressed to his side. The blood still

gushed through his fingers. I flew to him, for the Holy

circle did not now keep me back, so did the two doctors.

Jonathan knelt behind him and the wounded man laid back his head

on his shoulder. With a sigh he took, with a feeble effort,

my hand in that of his own which was unstained.

He must have seen the anguish of my heart in my face, for he smiled

at me and said, "I am only too happy to have been of service! Oh, God!"

he cried suddenly, struggling to a sitting posture and pointing to me.

"It was worth for this to die! Look! Look!"

The sun was now right down upon the mountain top, and the red

gleams fell upon my face, so that it was bathed in rosy light.

With one impulse the men sank on their knees and a deep

and earnest "Amen" broke from all as their eyes followed

the pointing of his finger.

The dying man spoke, "Now God be thanked that all has not been

in vain! See! The snow is not more stainless than her forehead!

The curse has passed away!"

And, to our bitter grief, with a smile and in silence, he died,

a gallant gentleman.

NOTE

Seven years ago we all went through the flames. And the happiness

of some of us since then is, we think, well worth the pain we endured.

It is an added joy to Mina and to me that our boy's birthday is the same

day as that on which Quincey Morris died. His mother holds, I know,

the secret belief that some of our brave friend's spirit has passed into him.

His bundle of names links all our little band of men together.

But we call him Quincey.

In the summer of this year we made a journey to Transylvania,

and went over the old ground which was, and is, to us so full

of vivid and terrible memories. It was almost impossible

to believe that the things which we had seen with our own

eyes and heard with our own ears were living truths.

Every trace of all that had been was blotted out. The castle

stood as before, reared high above a waste of desolation.

When we got home we were talking of the old time, which we could all look

back on without despair, for Godalming and Seward are both happily married.

I took the papers from the safe where they had been ever since our return

so long ago. We were struck with the fact, that in all the mass of material

of which the record is composed, there is hardly one authentic document.

Nothing but a mass of typewriting, except the later notebooks of Mina

and Seward and myself, and Van Helsing's memorandum. We could hardly ask

any one, even did we wish to, to accept these as proofs of so wild a story.

Van Helsing summed it all up as he said, with our boy on his knee.

"We want no proofs. We ask none to believe us! This boy will

some day know what a brave and gallant woman his mother is.

Already he knows her sweetness and loving care.

Later on he will understand how some men so loved her,

that they did dare much for her sake.