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Meditations · Marcus Aurelius

XIV. A man's soul doth wrong and disrespect itself first

and especially, when as much as in itself lies it becomes

an aposteme, and as it were an excrescency of the world,

for to be grieved and displeased with anything that happens

in the world, is direct apostacy from the nature of the universe;

part of which, all particular natures of the world, are.

Secondly, when she either is averse from any man, or led

by contrary desires or affections, tending to his hurt

and prejudice; such as are the souls of them that are angry.

Thirdly, when she is overcome by any pleasure or pain.

Fourthly, when she doth dissemble, and covertly and falsely

either doth or saith anything. Fifthly, when she doth either

affect or endeavour anything to no certain end, but rashly

and without due ratiocination and consideration, how consequent

or inconsequent it is to the common end. For even the least

things ought not to be done, without relation unto the end;

and the end of the reasonable creatures is, to follow and obey him,

who is the reason as it were, and the law of this great city,

and ancient commonwealth. XV. The time of a man's life is

as a point; the substance of it ever flowing, the sense obscure;

and the whole composition of the body tending to corruption.

His soul is restless, fortune uncertain, and fame doubtful;

to be brief, as a stream so are all things belonging to the body;

as a dream, or as a smoke, so are all that belong unto

the soul. Our life is a warfare, and a mere pilgrimage.

Fame after life is no better than oblivion. What is it then

that will adhere and follow? Only one thing, philosophy.

And philosophy doth consist in this, for a man to preserve

that spirit which is within him, from all manner of contumelies

and injuries, and above all pains or pleasures; never to do

anything either rashly, or feignedly, or hypocritically:

wholly to depend from himself and his own proper actions:

all things that happen unto him to embrace contentedly,

as coming from Him from whom he himself also came; and above

all things, with all meekness and a calm cheerfulness,

to expect death, as being nothing else but the resolution

of those elements, of which every creature is composed.

And if the elements themselves suffer nothing by this their

perpetual conversion of one into another, that dissolution,

and alteration, which is so common unto all, why should

it be feared by any? Is not this according to nature?

But nothing that is according to nature can be evil.

whilst I was at Carnuntzim.